Saturday, October 29, 2011

Universe I beseech you

What is the purpose of it all? What is the meaning of life? What is this fruitless search and quest for happiness when it is so evanescent and false? Who are we fooling? Is there anything called a "happy life"? What am I teaching my kids? What am I raising them for? For entering this pathetic cycle of unhappiness? How will they get out of it if I can't? How will they manage this pain if I can't?

Oh someone elevate me from this abyss...oh someone pull me out. UNIVERSE....I beseech you....I beseech you....don't desert me like this....elevate me....elevate me!

I feel stripped....stripped of all cover....my raw nerves on the edge of the universe....exposed and fragile and hurting. Give me some cover. Give me some protection....give me some hope. UNIVERSE I beseech you....I beseech you. 

2 comments:

  1. Yes my love. It is me I am beseeching.

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  2. Believe in yourself. Nothing can be so bad to pull you down.

    Message me on FB. Talk to me.....

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